I have never been so hurt until now. Only God knows the pain that I felt right now, at this moment.. You started it, and this is how you ended it? I'm crying non-stop, I love you so much that I gave u everything that I had, my very own body, my heart. Is it not enough? I'm losing myself right now. I don't know what to do. and the worst part is, I have no one to share this with. and it hurts when I have to endure this all alone. I feel like I don't have any purpose of living anymore. All I wanted is for this to stop. This pain is too much. I wish there's someone who can knock me and put me out to sleep forever.
I wanted to hate you for making me like this, but what's the point, I feel even worse. It just widen up the wound that I have inside of me. In fact, I still love you. Why does everything has to be so complicated? Why does I have to suffer this? Why must I endure this alone? Why did you do this to me? Why?! I just wanted to be with you.
