The 1st Step Towards Professional!

Hey, so today I started learning Adobe After Effects! and BAMMM!

here's my first project!

what do you think?

XD

HEHE.

 ~ 2011 ~

First Collage! ;)

 

FACEBOOK WILL END ON MARCH 15th! | Weekly World News

FACEBOOK WILL END ON MARCH 15th! | Weekly World News

OH MY GAWD!!!!

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A Piece of My Mind.

I think I HATE someone right now. Yeah. The feeling of disgusted is there. I can't possibly look at the-one-I-hate in the eyes like if possible I don't even wanna be near to the-one-I-hate. Lets just put the-one-I-hate into "A", malas mo tulis pnjang2.

I knew this A person since like I entered my university. Of course back then we were cool and all that. But I don't know what the hell was wrong with me back then thinking that this A person had a decent heart. So knowing what kind of person A is now really pisses me off. Like I feel like so stupid. How dumb I am to like easily trusted A. Ughh! Just thinking about it makes me angry. 

Actually, it has been awhile I got this mixed up feelings inside of me. And I just happen to have the mood to write about it now. Or maybe I just need  to let this hatred out of me. Call me coward, but I don't want to start a fight. Besides knowing that I'm not very good at fighting really cut the chances of me winning slightly below 50%.(if there is a fight) So, I think the best way to let my innerself blow off his steam, is write about it here. (the perfect place)

Have you guys ever being played before? like there's this invisible string on every single movement joints you have which control mobility. (lol I don't think this makes any sense) Well, em what I'm trying to say here is actually like a kid's toy. Tossed around, pulled back when you are actually needed just like a puppet. It's like you're soulless to them. Damn! and this A person is a very good "puppetmaster".

I started to hate every single bits of A. I say bits because I really mean EVERYTHING! Gawd! I never hate someone this much before, this is like the first time. I don't know what would I do if i don't like write this down. I bet this A person is gonna die in my hands. I swear I'm capable of doing that if it comes to the point where I can't hold back anymore. Period.

All of this is so not good. I'm not intend to keep this feeling any longer. I have to say my prayer,

"oh Father, please wash away this impurity thought I have in me, Father please send down your angels and guard this humble servant of yours from the devils which can influence his mind, 

I'm weak, I can't fight it alone. I serve for Father always. Amen." 

Im bored.

This is the street which always occupied every Saturday. 

It's okay to go in there before shower LOL? 

cuz once you get out of there, you basically smell like everybody.

Here, is the place where me and my friends use to hang out every midnight. LOL

well not every midnight actually, when there's something to celebrate.

or when I'm hungry in the middle of the night XD

 

Oh, they provide wifi ofcourse, did I mention that it's slow?

Yeah, freaking slow.

Last but not least, introducing to you, this is my little teddy bear hihihih

^______^

*say hello to little frankie*

XP

bye.

Again (Natasha Beddingfield)

hands over my head thinking what else could go wrong

would of stayed in bed, how can the day be so long

never believed that things happen for a reason.

but how this turned out removed all my doughts so believeeee

that for you I'd do it all over again.

( do it all over again )

all I went through led me to you

so I'd do it all over again ... for you. for you . for you

I missed the first train stood out in the rain all daaaay.

little did I know, when I caught the next train there you were to sweep me way. guess that's what I waited for

never believed that things happen for a reason

but how this turned out removed all my doughts.

so believe that for you I'd do it all over again ( do it all over again)

all I went through it led me to you .

so I'd do it all over again.

O0o who ever thought a day gone so wrong would turn out so lovely.

yea I'm so glad I found you

even though the day went so wrong I wouldn't change a thing.

yeaaa yea o0o I'd do it yea yea yea

I'd do it all over again

do it all over, again again again

all I went through it led me to you .

so I'd do it all over again.

( I'd do it all over again )

I'd do it all over

( I'd do it all over again )

I'd do it all over

( I'd do it all over again )

I'd do it all over

( I'd do it all over again )

for you . for you .

all I went through it led me to you ( to you )

I'd do it all over ( I'd do it all over again )

whoever thought a day gone so wrong could turn out so lovely 2x

o0o yeaa yeaa

Currently addicted to this song!! XD

I WANT TO BE A GUITAR PLAYER "now"

YOSHHH!!!!! Now I'm learning to be good at playing guitar!! 

Free time? it's guitar time.

Too late? It's never too late.

NEVER SAY NEVER!

^____________^

Jealousy.

Is it good to be jealous about something toward somebody? Is it suppose to be a slightly good thing in the matter of a relationship? Jealous is really a pathetic word to me. For someone to be jealous about someone is truly a self-destructive act to oneself. Even more stupid, to jealous over someone that you don't even know, just because that person have something or someone that you want. You does not need to pull an immature act, that's just like embarrassing yourself, no?

I've come to the point where I will never get jealous. To me, it is something that brings you closer to the things that you don't want instead. Of course it is hard to pull it in, but even if you put it out what does that achieve? Will you get the thing that you wanted? Does it make you feel better? 

Think about it. What's the point of getting jealous?

Seriously, it's a reckless thing to do. I will never feel that again. NEVER.

"Frankie, please be strong and pull it in. I know it hurts, I know it's heartache, but just believe that everything is fine. ok"

I don't know. Looks like I have to put everything in trust, faith and believe. Even if the aftermath is something that will hurt me. But I can move on... I guess.

Like or Dislike?

Hey it's raining!! yayy!! Yeah I know I love all the cold weather and stuff but everyday raining isn't what I wanted. (-. -") Now I feel like I'm going to the point where I started to hate the rain. What??!!

It's cool when it's raining, but it's super annoying when you have to be somewhere. Now I can't come to class without getting a single hit from the "cloud's droppings" (o_O). Anyway, I dislike it.

How am I suppose to concentrate on studying if it's freaking cold? Who to blame? No one, it's just how mother-nature works. I know. I'm just saying this as to post for my entry. HEHE lol

But one fact is true, I HATE getting wet under the rain. Because it ruins everything!

Hmmm oh yeah, can you think of any things to do with such weather? Well, I can only think of like sleeping. (-. -!) I don't know, it just that this weather is so perfect if I want to like hit the sack.

You know what, I think we should like invent a raining-environment-stimulation like it's not really raining but your body feels like it's raining. (errkk got it? hmm) I don't know, lately I've been a having trouble sleeping. So this might just be it. The thing that actually can be helpful to people like me. HA!

Anyway now I feel sleepy. I'm out. Talk to you later. 

zZzzzZZ

I Love My Families!!!

AHHHHH!!!!

Tterharu gila!!!! HUHU my families sent me a christmas greeting card in a box with lots of chocolates in 'em!!!!! 

AHHH!!! 

I still can't believe they would actually do all the troubles of sending it. 

(mode: emo trharu T,T)

 Greeting Card from my family :)

 Their wishes really means alot.. I almost break into tears HUHU (love you guys!!!!)

 

CHOCOLATES!!!!!! hihihihi 

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hmmmm dorg nie walaupun p brcuti2 ingat juga sy.

haizzz

mmg terharu la.

skrg pn masih dalam mode gembira lg nie,senyum2 1org kunun

smbil mnulis blog HAHA

nasib nda senyum mcm smpai Joker pnya smile la

lol

(tiba2 teda kaitan)

haiyaaaa

mmg trharu la!!!!!!!! 

hehehehehhehehe 

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2 in 1 (Study + Blogging)

Malam-malam baru mau buat keja rumah hik3 +____+!!!

Masa: 1:45am

Tempat: Blok 4 Aras 3 Bilik No.8 (Asrama)

Subjek: Marketing

Mode: Malas buat keja ruma tp rajin mau bloggin.

Begini la nie klu teda org mau paksa2 study. HUHU. Last minit bru mau buat keja ruma. Teringat plak zaman matrik dulu (tiba2), org yg pksa study ada ja, trus study sama2 la kunun, tp skali tuh brcerita ja lebih, last2 nda blajar. HAHA. Jadi, tabiat buat keja last minit tuh mmg susa mo buang. Di dalam hati kunun (stiap kali lepas exam mesti pk mcm nie) teda lg keja last2 minit kunun!! skali tuh..

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hehehehe

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hmmm org slalu ckp, "jgn buat kerja last minit, nant kelam-kabut" ya sy tau, tp emmm buduh nie nda jga mo dgr ckp. Buang tabiat btul! HAHA skrg sepa yg susa.

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Tdur lmbat la nie mcm nie HUHU ba k la.. mo smbung buat keja ruma lu HAHA papai~~~ (-. -")

WTH

It's New Year, yeah I know. *sighing

This was like the worst new year ever! really!

So wanted to celebrate it with my special someone but

I got turned down instead.

I don't know if it's because I'm not worth it? or

I'm not important?

Who knows, maybe I am.

I felt so stupid!

I'm sensitive, I know

But at least hint me that I am still appreciated.

I just couldn't took it anymore.

I'm so hurt.

I'm so mad.

I feel like crying but

I didn't.

But I guess I am still weak,

'cause you made me heartache.