What?! I Have Relatives From China??

There, there. So you see, outer appearance might not just be as how they look. We should expect more than that. Like one saying goes "don't judge a book by its cover". I didn't have to elaborate more on that, do I? It's very common to everybody (believe me I KNOW) but people still don't actually applied that now, do they? but yeah umm some are.

Anyways, hmmmm rest assured, because I don't judge-- Well, do you??

Anywho, so recently I discovered that I have relatives in China (can you believe that?) Well, actually they're related with my father and deceased grandfather. (T__T) Apparently, they came across with my grandfather's picture at the internet (more precisely, Facebook =,=) Well anyway, so they started calling. Saying that they're gonna come over to our hometown for visiting, and of-course to "see" my grandfather. Well..

Before & After

I'm really excited about photo editing, and when I was about to start I stumbled unto this picture of mine that I "edited" WEEKS ago, I have forgotten when. But who cares. Anywho, take a look at it.

HAHA It's a before & after picture.

It's weird how hairstyle can affect one's look like completely ya know.

I always think that longhair suits me better (really?)

but short-hair isn't that bad right?
(omg, I looked so Chinese~ lol)

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Arghh!! Oh Hey It's Father's Day Yesterday

AHHHHhh--

Today was like the busiest day I had in my entire life, EVER! The uncool thing is that I'm not busy with my own business but someone else's. How sad is that *big sigh* (do I look like someone's slave to you? NO!!) hmmm

Everything you can find synonym with CRAZY, that's me today (OMG! for a second there, I think I am crazy LOL) Alright, I was running around here and there, oh and I have to go back there and here, I mean owww, you've gotta be kidding, this isn't the life I've imagine I wanted it to be? GOD--

Dilemma

Woo, ok! pheww~ -baru balik dari jalan2 HEHE. mahu-mampos-suda penat2 pown tapi tangan masih gatal jugak nak tekan button "New Post" HUHU.

Oh well, ada crita HOT arr kata kan HOHO- -(ya ka? jeng3) ek eleh, ingat bila ada cerita HOT baru nak post new entry ka?? manada lorhh, bila2 ja ba. Kalau feel down, tulis. Kalau feel angry, tulis. Kalau feel happy, tulis. Kalau feel tooott, tulis. EH, wrong answer. HAHA Benda tu mana boleh tulis. Kalau nak describe pun hurmm, macam mana ahh~ entah HEHE (sendiri faham feeling masing2 la k LOL) anyway..

Baca Jangan Tak Baca

Hey journal, so ok hari nie saya buat Malaysia back-to-basic jap k HUHU. Hari ni saya akan buat entry dalam BM plak HEHE. So, ok hari nie saya like always dekat rumah xbuat apa2 pun except online ja. Well, kalau dah hidup bujang (bujang sgt arr, student ag lorhh hehe), benda yang boleh buat dekat rumah tu memang sangat banyak and xterkira ar HEHE (anda feel free untuk fikir yang bukan2 k, except if you are under 18, HAH? xpayah arr nak tipu diri sndri under 18 tue, buang masa ja HAHA) so ok hari nie xtahu arr duduk depan laptop memang rasa macam bowink tahap giler maximum UISHH ~,~! so tangan gatal arr nak buka website itu ini HEHEHE (hah nie memang ngah fikir benda yang bukan2 kan? kantoi~) Anyway, xbuka website yang "gitu2" pown HUHU. Tapi kalau tangan dah gatal sangat nak tahu jugak, hah baca arr, tekan read more 2 HEHE (n_n)

Jason Walker

Hey, so here's the thing, I told you I've been watching the Vampire Diaries lately right? Well, I'm not going to talk about the story here, but instead Jason Walker. HEHE. He's performing a song called "Down" in the story, that's how they're related. and you're listening to it right now ^_^ like it? Anyway, I LIKE THE SONG like so DAMN much~!!!! yeah that's it. HAHA. (*big grin*)

i've been listening to this song like God knows how many HUHU nice! (n_n)

My Fantasy

So okay, today I watched another episode of the Vampire Diaries, which by the way really fascinating. Frankly speaking, I got hooked up to this thing like real bad ~,~! hmmm

Anyway, hey journal, it's me again. I have always been thinking (well yeah, if I'm not, I'd be dead LOL). Ya know, people love to create imagination on their own. Well emm me too HUHU. Honestly, I fantasizes a LOT of things, you wouldn't even wanna know HEHE. Hey, think whatever you want, but I'm not a "sikko" ok.

Anywho, ya know sometimes I thought about romance, well not intercourse and all that. C'mon there's more romance than just having sex ok. Hmm, so what I'm really trying to say is, I like romance/romantic-being. The feeling that you get, the sensation, the thought of having someone close in a romantic kind of way *SIGH I got that feeling once before, and I dare to say it's kinda like a drug. You wanted it again.

Make out. What do you think about making out? FYI, make out is not having sex. It's sucking face HEHE XD LOL. Means kissing ok. Hmm, that's romantic. To me atleast. What's making it more "romanticest" (looks like incest lol HAHA) is where it happens. So, I fantasizes, what could be more romantic than kissing on the road just under the traffic light accompanied with streets, vehicles and buildings light, and you feel like the world just kinda stop moving while you look into her eyes and say "I love you".

Bila, Bila, dan Bila

Bila cgu tiada dlm klas :
Bila cgu panggil :
Bila kena hadiri kokurikulum :
Bila waktu rehat :
Bila dapat omwork dari cgu :
Bila tengah cari idea untuk wat krgn :
Bila omwork yang cgu bagi susah nak buat :
Bila otak jam... :
Bila mber banyak songeh dan berlagak pandai :
Bila mber tukar fikiran saat akhir :
Bila cgu suruh stdy lebih masa :
Cgu suruh datang skola waktu cuti ada tuisyen 'urgent' :
Bila dah terbuat silap pada omwork yang cgu bagi :
Bila omwork disiapkan dengan jayanya :
Bila omwork gagal :
Bila dapat CUTI : HAPPENING!!!

ADAKAH ANDA BEGITU????????

Intriguing

I just finished read the final chapter of Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood. Great manga series I have read so far, well apart from Bleach and Naruto (hehe). Nice ending by the way. Credits to Arakawa Hiromu for her excellent work.

Hey don't you guys ever wonder how they come up with such great ideas of story? I mean all the creators of manga series. Sometimes I feel as though those group of people are like emm GENIUS!! I personally think their knowledge are far more "wider" than any other people. I mean, one manga series like The Detective Conan is about crime investigation, the details of the murder event are supposed to be soo.. COMPLICATED (lol) but how they come up with the solution to that crime scene is so much to be impressed too. How the hell did they know such kind of things anyway? did they went to Crime Investigators Academy or something? LOL I think they can be like those CSI people you see in television. (haha)

I think they are to be acknowledged. Such imaginations, they can be anything. (hmmmm)

True

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

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Mind Trick

Throwing out all the uncertainty, is it a need to question? One question that lead to another and this non-purposely unravel truth that beyond your desired-answer. So why ask when you can not to?

I’m thinking, does it make any lick of sense if I’m asking for eternal happiness? I guess not. The life I have been living doesn’t provide that. Or should I say “eternal” never was/is/will be in my dictionary. Could it be that my life really just doesn’t make sense?

Do you like being under the sun light? I don’t. But you see, I can’t stay in the dark forever, eventually sun may rise, and touches the sensitive skin that I got since “that” day. Though there are many “products” to help ease that but unfortunately I never really got used to one, yet.

What is wrong with the peoples today? Is the generation right now really portraying what should be or what shouldn’t? Or am I still living in the era of Shakespeare’s? One that would die for love.

What is wrong with me?