Frankie In an Accident? =.=

Hello world? (in sleepy mode)

Here are some things I'd like you guys to know. Yesterday was like my worst day ever (well I'm not really unhappy about it) and am like ok I guess this is what happen when you do something that scares you (huhu T~T lol)

You know what, about the tournament I said on my previous post. Well, i joined one of the sport event there. I don't want to tell what game I've joined but, dammit I injured my elbow during warming up (what la~ so embarassing. I felt like someone who got thrown down from a one story building =.=) here is the picture of my bad-looking-elbow-now =.= lol

It doesn't really look that way now, see the mole just below it?

right now it's more like that, just bigger =.= lol

People are gonna be like, eww~ (whatever =.=) hey hey wait that's not all, you know what happens next? I got another accident, and this time it involves vehicle (yes, it's motorbike) hua3 yesterday must be my "lucky day", I got so many injuries and I'm like what the hell? I'm not the one driving just so you know, I'm just the passenger. Hmm, but I don't blame him (it's okay buddy, I'm fine even though I feel like I just got hit by a truck =.= lol) He feels bad about the accident actually, but hey just so you know I don't mind k. it just an accident (bkn slalu dpt huhuhu)

*Site of incident - stupid sand!! =.=! lol*

The injury I got at my leg (pedih sngat ~.~) it's like I got burnt lol

-slipping off-

I guess I Never Really Once Feel Happy For a Whole Day =.=

Well, last night I wasn't that's for sure T.T

How about today? hmmm, happy for only at one specific moment maybe (always like that *sigh*) well, honestly I have been very busy lately, doing this and that. All because of last minute work (damn, bad habit still there i guess huhu)

Tomorrow I have this tournament that me and my team has put up, well "Kejohanan Badminton Beregu" actually. This thing has cost my hp credit like sooo much (=.=) Since mostly the hp users here are like non-celcom (What la~ ) hmm, any-who this is my first time organizing something like this actually, a tournament more specific. You know what, I think I'd prefer to be the contestant rather than being the one who organize it (complicated la~ like my life hasn't been complicated enough =.= huhu)

Hmm, anyway talking about tournament, we're going to have sport event actually for our faculty (da whole week =.= lol) it starts next week (welllll- starting would be tomorrow lol) There would be marching on the first day for the starting ceremony (can y'all smell lame~ haha) I won't be there that's for sure (sorry guys I just got other event to attend to huhu am i happy? not really)

Well, anyway happy or not, I guess I have to just get it over with

I think my post this time is a little bit skema la hua3 =.= whatever

hey emm, guess what? i think me and you-didnt-have-to-know-who has become pretty close. well not "that" close but just maybe friends (i guess that's what you wanted) anddd that makes me happy at least : )

The Same Love That Makes Me Laugh Makes me Cry

OK FINE! I guess this is it, I can no longer go through another minutes of this anymore. You took too much from me, my heart, my consciousness, my self-belonging, even myself, I lost myself because of you, although I didn't even care about it. But.. I do now, I've decided to LET GO! I know I said that already, but this time I'll mark my word! :(

I realised today in your presence I can't stop looking at you, I'm sure you didn't notice (well I'm nobody after all) But when you are actually looking at me, I see nothing but sympathy in your eyes. That is the last thing I wanted from you. But hey, at least you're not hating me. All I ever wanted is for you to be happy, I'm sure you know that.

Even so, one-sided love always hurt.. I wish I could be what you wanted me to be

*GOD IS A DJ, LIFE IS A DANCEFLOOR, LOVE IS THE RHYTHM, and YOU ARE THE MUSIC*

Sigh

I ought to be happy about something. Yes! our business week is finally over T.T (tears of joy haha lol =.=) I have learned something about myself actually hmmm, wellll- I realised that I'm not really the kind of person who can persuade (sigh no wonder I'm "alone" eih? huhu)

hmm I never really have bad thoughts about people before (hehe XD) well not bad as in like I wanted them to get hurt. But, sometimes simple things like how they're better than you and like suddenly you feels you're the dumbest person ever. That triggers you to hate them (hate as in jealous i think? haha) I hate it when I get that feelings, it doesn't really show on the outside, but deep inside ergghhh!! (haha lmao) but welll- that just temporary (yep3 =3 it should be that way) cuz after a day or two I don't really care about it anymore (I guess I'm just being immature ~.~)

*iklan*
Last night I saw you-didnt-have-to-know-who holding hands with some.. errghhh!! i guess you are really too friendly! [but here I'm really jealous X( ]

Wellll- anyway, this is my group members who I guess I have gone fondly with (really? hmmm) together we have gone through business week and sold our goods pretty well!! hoorayyy heee xD eventhough there's Hujan Lebat like RIBUT!! haha lol


p/s : our "khemah" was blown away by "ribut" during the last night of business week, but fortunately there's not one of us got hurt because we didn't open our gerai sebab malas (hua3) i guess being lazy in that situation helps us =.= lol

Late Night Distress

ArrrghhhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cannot hold this inside anymore

T~T

I

LOVE

YOU


But i hate this feeling =.=

(wah jiwang nyaaa~ haha)

Encouraged then Discouraged

Hmmm.. today i am determined to finish my homework!!! (well cuz the due date is tomorrow, so lazy *sigh* =.=)

Still, before that, i feel to write something first (=.=") just to "let out" something, I'm totally out-of-focus right now X( hmmm, just now (at 12pm something2) i ran into you-didnt-have-to-know-who and I was ignored T~T
My feelings is like why? don't you know that it hurts when you ignore me?? (ayat dari group facebook hua3) anyway, I know we've talked through this but, please don't ignore me? please

Has anyone see my consciousness around?hmm, i think i lost it =.=

Gutten Morgan

Hello Lazy (=.=),

How are you? (sigh) Are you some kind of an incurable disease huh? (more like a virus?) I'm sure it's not just me but everybody has been kinda complaining about you. Who made you anyway? (lol)

Today I woke up at 10++am, but I 'unattached' (lol) my self from my bed like at 12pm (=.= weird sentence) haha hmm, welll- honestly it's because of you Mr.Lazy, it makes me wonder sometimes how I can remain firm doing nothing on my bed, thinking, looking at the ceiling above, and more thinking then without noticing the time, it's already been 2hours (woww!) guess I have problem in getting up early in the morning (sigh) who can help me? no-one, wellll maybe Mr.Alarm can (hahaha lol =.=)

What am I talking about?(total nonsense)

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Hmmm, i don't have an appropriate title to put since this is like my first post in blogspot (sigh) I don't even know what to write honestly. What do people write on their first post anyway? hmm, well screw you I write what I want, I put what I want, and that's all i want! (haha)

To be frank, I decided to create my own blog is well because why not? My friends has it, I guess it's time I make one myself (huh ^^wink*) wellllll- actually maybe I think it's really about putting our thoughts into words (heee) Since I am like a passive person (I guess =.=), communication through words is more I'm comfortable with, and that's what I wanted to do right know. I think I have "double-attitude" (hmmm, really?) probably, people said I'm a coward when it comes to face-to-face matter, and that I'm brave enough to say anything when I'm in text. (Aarggh, I guess I really have attitude crisis here =.=)

Whatever, should one really care about what others think about you?