My Babies were Dead

Woke up this morning half-conscious, walked to the bathroom like a non-sober, brushed my teeth with my eyelids still close, washed my face like a sluggish old man, all I had in my mind was that very bed of mind. Hmm, not to be attracted easily, I embraced that cold water running down that pipe, held out my hand at first just to get the jitter. Soon, when it ran down all the way to my body, it sure made me feel refreshed. All it took to move me away from that distraction was merely just that cold water. Easy.

But first thing, to get me up is all you can say a commotion. Reason, I find it hard to wake up. Then, people also see it is impossible to wake me up. But of course on certain occasion, I have to make it easy right. Easy? No. It's when I force myself to wake up. That's not easy at all. Now that just one unhealthy way of waking up no? *bluff* I just hate the feeling of waking up.

Anyways, so the occasion this morning, was to see my babies. Me and my partners were supposed to change their water as liberally as home, 'cuz we thought it was because of their environment or maybe feed? that caused the mortality recently. But we end up received more that was dead this morning. Sad. Can you imagine losing your own babies and like you feel like you just lost some part of will in you to continue to move on? (exaggerating) Still we'll find out what is the real problem behind it. We won't let our babies die in vain. Daddy promise you that. R.I.P huhu

The rest that still survives, please be okay alright. Daddy loves you. 

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