Hey.. So, you know what happen lately? I've been so emo on myself. Ridiculous. I know what I should do now, and that is (of course not continue emo-ing) break out of that total self-criticizing thing from this on forward. It should have limits now. I shouldn't criticize myself that it leaves I-should-feel-really-bad feeling like it can hold me back from being myself. That's just immature, right?
Bad Frankie: Hey, you are immature. It should be alright? Screw it.
Good Frankie: Wait, you are immature. but don't listen to bad frankie.
Frankie: LOL!
*Bipolar personality? err, NO, emm yes?* 
So, I'm on a journey I call soul-searching now. Thanks to my bro who helped me realized that. Thanks kevy hehe! :) I need to find the real me. So I can actually start improving from there. It's important to feel comfortable with yourself first before anything right. If not, then you will get a problem like me. who stuck and dwells endlessly in an eternal abyss (exaggerating). You see, I'm the kind of guy who actually know how to say it, but don't really walk the talk. (Bad&Good Frankie: Shame on you!)
It has been like a stupid habit I got. It's unshakable. I don't know. They always say like, shake it off. or I will tell that to my friends but me myself actually can't do it. It's easy to say of course, but the fact is it's hard to do. *sigh
hey wait, am I emo-ing right now??? Oh gawd I am.
Gotta go, or not I'll start spitting out some statements that you'll think is nonsense.
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