Writing in Pain

2011 is so not good to me at all. 

This is the year I had all of my inside tore apart because of someone, this is the year everything didn't went as well as I wanted, this is the year I was pressured the most, this is the year I was a little desperate, this is the year I was not resolved to become a better man, and now I am feeling unwell. 

S.I.C.K

It started as a running nose last night. I thought that was it, I guess. But then today, when I woke up, I felt the burn. I felt very hot inside. But shower did me good. I feel a little better now. (*weird)

Just so you know, I don't catch diseases easily. Example, even if I experienced a fever, that would be like one time only. I mean, like basically, one per year. But, this year it's different. Even strange, I am unable to determine the causes. I'm not saying like I can do it like a doctor or something but I usually keep track on my health. So yeah I would now. hmm

Is it because of I'm working too hard? Is it because I didn't take care of my health very well anymore? hold on, I should say this, where the hell did I caught this disease from? =.=

It must be from you! ughh~~~~