"Torn"

"Bila balik? Kenapa tak balik lagi?"

Yeah. I got that A LOT recently. My answer is always "tak pasti lagi". Because the truth is I don't know. However, I really do want to go back actually. Then I can see you. But flight ticket to Sabah is quite expensive for last minute booking. Sigh. Well I can go to my sister's place in Shah Alam. But it's the same thing, costs a lot of money. and she's staying with her boyfriend by the way. I don't really get along with him. 

If I just stay in campus, I wouldn't have to spend much money. I will use it mainly for eating out, and buy some food supplies to eat in the room only. Moreover, I will have time to do my bucket of assignments that is due by the end of this two weeks holidays. and what about my SIEP, I planned to do it during this holidays though.

Hmm. so yeah I'm torn between staying in Jeli, or go to my sister's. What do I want?

Oh, my friend/roommate invited me to Penang and stay with him, just incase I don't have where else to go. That's another thing to consider.