Jealousy.

Is it good to be jealous about something toward somebody? Is it suppose to be a slightly good thing in the matter of a relationship? Jealous is really a pathetic word to me. For someone to be jealous about someone is truly a self-destructive act to oneself. Even more stupid, to jealous over someone that you don't even know, just because that person have something or someone that you want. You does not need to pull an immature act, that's just like embarrassing yourself, no?

I've come to the point where I will never get jealous. To me, it is something that brings you closer to the things that you don't want instead. Of course it is hard to pull it in, but even if you put it out what does that achieve? Will you get the thing that you wanted? Does it make you feel better? 

Think about it. What's the point of getting jealous?

Seriously, it's a reckless thing to do. I will never feel that again. NEVER.

"Frankie, please be strong and pull it in. I know it hurts, I know it's heartache, but just believe that everything is fine. ok"

I don't know. Looks like I have to put everything in trust, faith and believe. Even if the aftermath is something that will hurt me. But I can move on... I guess.