Hey, i just got back from my dinner with no.1 sister and we had KFC of course. I am so damn full and feel like going to collapse any minute now, but somehow here i am siting writing about "my day" (-___-!). Same ol same ol. Ya know, I've been eating chicken (meat) like since I came back. I'm building fat here LOL. Well i guess that's a good thing right? i mean at least for my sake 'cuz lately everybody's keep saying that i'm thin like a stick (=___="") yeah well even my mother said that, how really true i guess. But hey i didn't notice any differences so i think I'm still the same but.. *sighing then again i guess not.
Hurmm today 6th of September is no.3 sister's birthday. I of course didn't wish her face-to-face (like always), i'm such a bad brother huh. Well i dunno i just don't feel for birthday. I guess wishing her in her facebook is enough i think. I'm not a party pooper or anything alright, but i'm different when i'm around my family. So it's kinda weird for me to do the wishing (i know i'm not normal). I guess i'm just not...me when i'm especially with my family (past events affects the future i guess).
Believe it or not I still love my family ok. Although i might not show it in front of them. But they're like my everything, i don't know what would happen to me if... ya know.. better not say it.
I think i have problems, i'm sure of it. But then the worst part is i don't know what my problems are. *sigh I dunno, maybe i'm just too afraid to actually know it? to confront it? to learn about it? i wish i am normal.
People said that there is no one in this world that doesn't have problems. I believe that, although sometimes i wish i'd never be in that group 'cuz i don't like this.. AT ALL! (but i guess that's just a fantasy world that i can only dream).
Life. Just how i wish "you" are easy.
*emo mode*
2 comments:
better than me.., never wish my femly a word about bufday...
aisehmen.. huhuhu ba nda pa start next month or next year hehehe
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