The most I hate about myself is when I'm in the condition of like PIECE OF SHIT!! Hell, I can't even think straight, lying to myself that everything's gonna be fine and just continue study? that's BULL!! I feel as if like I don't want "this" anymore, because i feel like you don't really realize that I'm actually the one who suffer while you feels the opposite. But to "let go" would means I'm opening this wound even larger. I'm really at my ends. I HATE THIS!!
I'm in turbulence, I'm all kind of feeling except being happy. To become like this because of one human being I don't know if it's because I despise that person or I care. Sometimes I feel like I was played. That would only means I'm no difference than your other "victims". Is that how you treat your prey? There are so many things that I wanted to ask you, but every time we met, you somehow manage to "take" that away. I understand now that you know how to play with words. And everytime, I was lost to your sweet-mouth.
Now I feel like you're walking away, maybe I should too?
I'm in turbulence, I'm all kind of feeling except being happy. To become like this because of one human being I don't know if it's because I despise that person or I care. Sometimes I feel like I was played. That would only means I'm no difference than your other "victims". Is that how you treat your prey? There are so many things that I wanted to ask you, but every time we met, you somehow manage to "take" that away. I understand now that you know how to play with words. And everytime, I was lost to your sweet-mouth.
Now I feel like you're walking away, maybe I should too?
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